今天，是身邊很多朋友的生日，所以先在這邊跟我最親愛的姊姊、Charlie 跟 Yunlong 說聲：
Happy Birthday...祝哩甲喀兩千三百五、六十歲！！！
即使我無法親自到現場去向你們祝福，但還是由衷的希望你們有個美好快樂的一天。
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這幾天，說忙不是很忙，說累反而一點都不累，反倒是心中的感覺很複雜，快樂嗎？
看到身邊的好朋友都畢業了，在歷經了那麼多的努力與奮鬥，大家都順利畢業了，
在這一點上，我真的很開心，參加畢業典禮看到一起來到這邊的好友們一一上台領到證書，
當時真的感動地眼淚呼之欲出，
有一半是為他們開心到流淚、有另一半是為自己的無能感到悲哀。
還記得兩天前的晚上，Jack 跟我在 Bobby 家外面的 bros talk ，我跟 J 都感傷到流淚了，
我們說了很多，也聊了很多方面，我提到了這幾天來的錐心之痛，
J 也能完全理解的勸我、激勵我。
而像 J 這樣的好朋友，又再度離我而去，只留下我孤單的身影，一個人在寒風中繼續惆悵...
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就在短短的幾天內，我的情緒在兩個極端之間不停的來回奔波，
在跟大家相處時，真的很開心、快樂，如果可以就這樣大家一直相聚下去，那人生何所求？
但回到現實面...在私底下一個人時，情緒一直盤旋在臨界點邊緣，
漫無目的地走在被憤怒與傷心所圍繞的鋼索上，完全不知道什麼時候鋼索會應聲而斷，
如果就這樣掉了下去，那也是很自然的事情，
只是很遺憾的，這次我沒有掩飾的很好，還是影響到了很多朋友，很對不起大家！！！
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有事情發生了，雖然我是最大的受害者，該憤怒嗎？
我想我應該沒有立場去生氣吧！因為我必須負起很大一部份的責任，
或許我該很傷心難過，因為唯有這樣才不去傷害到周遭的朋友，不管他們知不知情，
該做的還是要繼續做下去，承諾依然仍在，唯一改變的是，它又再度破碎了！
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嗯！該是繼續走下去的時候了，這一次，溫馴的那一部份即將消失，
取而代之的會是那隱藏已久真實的我！
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Timbaland feat One Republic - Apologize
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
Source: Complete Album Lyrics
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